the past.

the doctor said that you'll be normal in no time

2007-07-08T23:10:00.000+08:00

be shocked people.. coz me and yin just cut jun's hair

*falls off chair laughing*

its actually not that bad..

.. if you're partially blind.

bwahahahahahaha

omigod, yin and i were so fucked when he went to the bathroom to catch his reflection..

we just RAN and HID.

poor boy.

but seriously, i think it looks nice..

..if he just spikes everything up for the next month and a bit.

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

its orange~

2007-07-08T16:34:00.000+08:00

was just going through some past posts and i came across this :

#

zaneta: *hands over Christmas present*

lynn: *excitedly opens it* wow! zanie! thank you SO much for this GORGEOUS necklace, i've never seen a necklace in orange that looks so unique and nice! i love it!!

zaneta: *smiles*

lynn:*somethings not quite right... this necklace is so orange, am i hallucinating? is it even possible......*
lynn: *... for the necklace to SMELL like an orange?!* zan... the necklace smells orangie!!!zaneta: *looks up from peeling her orange*: yes. i am that "blonde" sometimes..

#

just thought you guys might enjoy that a little =)

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

i know its out there somewhere

2007-07-08T16:03:00.000+08:00

just as james uploaded a new comic..

.. the exact thing happens to me online.. :

he should be hung by his toes for being a fucking shallow jerk.

*

-clear up my room (that includes changing the bed sheets and doona covers)
~~-reorganize all my books and magazines and furnature~~
-vacuum the floor of my room
~~-take some photographs and upload them~~
-write some letters
-make cards.
~~-paint my nails (black :p)~~
-do my hair. do something to it. try out new styles? a different parting? maybe make the ends flick out
-watch blood diamond
~~-sing and dont let anything get me down :)~~

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

i toss and turn because..

2007-07-08T13:17:00.000+08:00

yawn.

mum came into my room (or tried to, at least because i lock my doors) and woke me up.

at 4.45am

then i couldnt fall back asleep till around 6.00am.

but then i dont really care coz i slept till about 2.00pm.

i think i will reorganize my room and take some photographs.

i gotta get my life back in order.

i dont care if my mother's gonna emphasize my flaws again

i'm going to turn back to the things i like to do.

today i will

-clear up my room (that includes changing the bed sheets and doona covers)
-reorganize all my books and magazines and furnature
-vacuum the floor of my room
-take some photographs and upload them
-write some letters
-make cards.
-paint my nails (black :p)
-do my hair. do something to it. try out new styles? a different parting? maybe make the ends flick out
-watch blood diamond
-sing and dont let anything get me down :)

i <3 you yin. thanks for that hug last night. you had no idea how much that meant to me. :)

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

skin up against mine

2007-07-08T01:54:00.000+08:00

perhaps something changed..

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

you look really healthy but you're dying inside

2007-07-07T22:24:00.000+08:00

live not to intimidate; but inspire

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

strangled scream

2007-07-07T22:10:00.001+08:00

oh god, i am still so confused.

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

hugs from zaneta =)

2007-07-07T21:52:00.000+08:00

... and i did.

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

its that you absolutely refuse to fail.

2007-07-07T20:21:00.000+08:00

my day started at 7.00am.. where i was abruptly awoken by the rude banging racket made by my mother. naturally, i wasnt exactly happy for numerous reasons. them being : who the hell likes being woken up like that and i had trouble sleeping ~~motherfuckingpieceofshit~~ . breakfast.

out of the house by 8.00am.

listen to music while yin played tennis (her stupid partner didnt go out so she didnt end up playing anyway) and was rotting there so i camwhored

one thing that i was amused with was the toilet sign at the ladies'.. coz they portrayed the girl with shape *amused look*
then.. i was hungry again so.. McD's at 10.00am.

11.30am- followed mum to the market. headache got worst so i stayed in the car and tried to sleep. managed to snag about 15mins of rest in the end.

lunch with Richie and Anisha. then we attempted to go shopping but parking was a bitch so we just drove around and around and around until in the end we went to Kensington renting DVDs and grocery shopping.

home: internet. and it was so annoying coz mum kept on asking me to do shit. why the hell do we set a timetable when whenever i am not in, i have to do a replacement (its only right, right?) but when my siblings are out, i just have to do all of it and i dont get to replace. when i asked her whose duty it is.. she freaked out at me and screamed at me.

~~pre-dinner~~ drinks. i needed it.

dinner.

my aunt thought i was drunk -_-" oh-puh-leeseee. those signs do not equal drunk.

drinks while watching some movie.

then watched 'music and lyrics' halfway before R&A left with the movie.

shower. nice, hot, glorious shower (probably the best part of the day)

out. drinking the last of my chivas and watching 'Just My Luck'.

did i mention the whole time my mom just complained about me?

'lynn doesnt sleep early'

i know. whats it to you? what the hell does it matter?

'lynn doesnt help out with chores'

i help out, but do you notice? all you notice is when i dont do something. no, i dont want to help out with the garden and me waking up late has nothing to do with it. i just dont want to do the stupid wood chopping while you make my ears blister and remind me how unworthy i am of everything. and no, you telling me exactly how things should be done, even if the results would be exactly the same, doesnt make things easier because who in the world likes to hear "no, its like thiiiiss" "haiihh.. dont you know how to do it?" every few minutes?

part of me just wants to flop and admit defeat.

but in the past few weeks, i guess i am not the same person anymore.

a few people taught me a couple of things.

so, you know what?

i'm not going to just admit defeat just like that;

because i am made from so much more.

and thank you to Richie who just downloaded Music&Lyrics for me :)

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

my heart. my mind.

2007-07-07T15:10:00.000+08:00

the heart has reasons that the mind cannot understand

*

chivas at 6.30 (starter?)

wine, both red and white, as the meal beverage.

lets make it alcohol night.

*

ahhh fuck. really shouldnt have gone out in the rain.

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

oh my god..

2007-07-06T19:56:00.000+08:00

pictures from misha's birthday/farewell earlier this year.. i miss that girl so much..!!

me. mabel. ashley.

the lovely ladies:
top row : jennifer, cindy, me, chanel, sana, radhika
bottom row: melanie, misha, iromy, rosalie

and just in case you guys were wondering.. cindy IS that tall.. and no, she's not wearing heels and yes, i love that woman to bits..

ngeargh.. i really gotta catch up with her these hols =) *scrambles for mobile phone*

OMIGOD.. i miss my long hairrrrr =(

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

naive with my heart

2007-07-06T15:20:00.000+08:00

hmm.. for some weird reason.. i seem to find tongue rings a little off putting now..

..maybe coz i've been browsing pictures and come across alot of infected looking tongues

*faints*

anyway, gonna play some board and card games with my siblings.

kisses. misses.

a while later...

whattttt?!

i retire a millionaire, am married, and have no kids.

jun retires poor, married, and childless (he is infertile; bwahahaha)

yin retires poor, married, with FIVE children

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

PASSing through~

2007-07-06T11:43:00.000+08:00

results are out.

pass la pass la.

i might have gotten a higher grade but i shall just say i passed :p

after all, what else does it matter?

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

potter boy

2007-07-05T23:21:00.000+08:00

harry comes out in three days.

THREE DAYS.

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

it breaks his heart; and therefore, it breaks mine

2007-07-05T17:09:00.000+08:00

set construction at Scotch College :

the design that we have to build..
.. a three dimensional gate

the stage area

i did some painting.. unfortunately.. they made me wear this :
.. yes, i wasnt too happy about it. in the end, i still got paint on my jeans :(

the rest of the set that was built..

i love these (already painted) screws coz they just remind me of m&ms :)

the storage area where i found.. the fireplace we built for the 'Oliver!' production 2 years ago..
.. and also the steps that were made for 'Oliver!'
and yes, we build everything from scratch.. and when i mean scratch.. i really mean recycled planks of wood :and yes, i camwhored..

at the end of the set construction, it was raining so i bullied Euan into driving me home.
the stupid butt scared me a few times when he just jerked the car around and coming thiis close to a pole and me panicking thinking that we were gonna crash.
he freaked me out the most when he completely took his hands off the wheel to blow his nose -_-" i had to reach over and steer the car

stupid. ngeh.

at least he invited me to go rock climbing this weeked *pleased look*

.. but then he warned me that he's a reckless climber and nearly got kicked out of the place the last time.. *annoyed*

bodoh boy.

anyway. set was fun.. even if the set this time isnt as impressive as the 'Oliver!'s set.. (i think you guys have seen it before .. if not..)

but whatever.. i ~~think~~ know that i'll have fun doing this one nevertheless :)

plus, i enjoy the look of utter shock from the boys faces that a girl can drill holes and use electrical appliances without killing everyone else.

and in the words of Mr Mc (yes, we gave him a nickname), angel saves the day *smirks*

dad's heading down to singapore again. not to mention he does weekly trips back to penang. i feel exhausted for him. doing all that traveling and stuff.. the reason why he has to go down to penang all the time is because my grandmother is ill.. and its not likely that she's gonna make it till the end of the year.

i mean, i am not close to my ah ma at all. every time i go over she pretty much ignores me and doesnt even try to talk to me even if i do try to utter a few chinese phrases like asking her if she would like some water, tea, food, and if she is well or not.. and even when i tell her i love her she just grunts/scoffs at me.

but whatever, i feel like things are too strenuous for my father. he always reminds us that ah ma is really antisocial because she has had a rough life. raising six children as a single mother wouldnt ever be easy. and to support them, she worked as a maid.

i want, hope, that ah ma to at least try to get better because at this point, i think she's pretty much given up. i dont care if she scoffs at me but i still want to have one last opportunity to tell her that i love her.

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

four in the morning..

2007-07-04T17:30:00.001+08:00

1. A person is only as good as - he/she lets him/herself to be
2. Friendship is .. - beautiful
3. To love is to.. - hurt.
4. Money makes me. - SPEND
5. I miss .. - the people
6. My way of saying I care is by .. - being there ..
7. I try to spread love and happiness by - i dont knowwwwwwwwww!! small little gestures i guess..
8. Pick the flowers when . - i dont really pick flowers :)
9. To love someone is to.. - give a part of you away.
10. Beauty is - in the eyes of the beholder
11. When I was thirteen, what I remember the most was - being elected prefect the day after i allowed my father to bully me into perming my hair.. disaster
12. When I was twenty one, I remember. - i'm not 21 yet :)
13. I am most happy when - i'm with the people
14. Nothing makes me happier than - being with the people i love. isnt this question and the question before the same thing?
15. If I can change one thing, I will change - i will take pain away.
16. If smiles were cheap then I - would buy them in bulk and store them up and give them to the people who need to smile the most.
17. Wouldn't it be nice if we could - just be with carefree
18. If you want to die right now then you have to - think about the people who care about me. not be selfish coz if i died right now, the people who care about me would suffer as well.
19. Money is not everything but - we rely on it, subconsciously believe that money can buy us happiness.
20. The most touching moments I have experienced is - being really upset and anisha and richie made it 'make lynn happy' day and they bought me a country road bag to cheer me up and richie bought me flowers and they basically spent the afternoon with me. i think we just sat at the swings and talked :)
21. I smile when - i see the people closest to me happy.
22. When I am happy, I - smile and go psychotic
23. If only I don't have to study, then - who says i do anyway?
24. The best thing I did yesterday was.. - shhhh.. ;)
25. If I ever write a book, I will give it this title - i really dont know. i dont have much to say about life.. wanna come up with a name for a book of my life that is the combination of (in the words of zaneta) 'one tree hill/greys anatomy' (and in the words of richie) 'sex and the city'. riiight.. do i really seem like someone promiscuous?!
26. One thing I must do before I die is - actually live.
27. Doing this meme, I feel like - screaming

whoever bothers..

*

stupidest conversation:

xXx : hey lyn!
me : hey.. erm.. my name isnt spelt with one n..
xXx : really?!
me : errmm.. yes, i should know. of course i know you moron.

i remembered to end with moron this time, james :p

*

song. stuck. in. head.

do you know. enrique iglesias.

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

its about time

2007-07-04T10:44:00.000+08:00

christina aguilera is pregnant!!

the ~~dirrrty girl~~ classy woman is gonna have a little baby running around

eeekk!

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

sisters who camwhore together.. stick together

2007-07-03T22:43:00.000+08:00

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

thank you james :)

2007-07-03T18:53:00.000+08:00

.. coz i write to zaneta and tell her that men should be hung by their toes (dont ask me where that comes from)

stupid sappy korean romance stories that make me cry

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

stairway to heaven

2007-07-03T17:19:00.000+08:00

sigh.. stupid korean drama series that make me wanna cry =,(

so predictable and yet i still fall prey to it.

siiiighhhhhhhhhhhh..

stupid 'stairway to heaven'

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

running naked

2007-07-03T16:13:00.000+08:00

shit.

i had to run from the bathroom all the way to my room via the long route coz i forgot my fucking towel and locked the door closer to the bathroom.

bodoh sial.

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

the past.

2007-07-03T15:19:00.000+08:00

at the point of conversation when there were 10 people chatting XD

i woke up at 12.oopm coz Euan called me and i was rude enuf to tell him to sod off coz i was sleeping -_-" even though i dont think i was that rude about it, i think i was screaming "LET ME FCKING SLEEP" in my head. ngeh. i think i managed, with lots of self control, to politely tell him that i was sleeping and that i'll go for set construction tomorrow (after lunch of course).

at 2.00pm my siblings came to bug me awake (they, the little minions that do my mother's evil bidding). had my brunch.. then helped mum chop some firewood which i think kinda killed my wrist :( but it was fun anyway coz where else can i find my ~~retarded~~ sister doing these things

question mark!

my sister, today's hercules perhaps?

chatting to jonathan right now and that ass is insulting me (as usual). i actually find it amusing that we still talk coz i guess, in a way, he was my childhood sweetheart (yes, kill me). but no, there werent any holding hands, there werent any innocent kisses, and there definately wasnt any walks in the park.

oh no.

his idea of being charming was cutting me ON BOTH ARMS with his scissors (he claims it was an accident, but identical scars?!) and in retaliation, i stabbed him with a pencil. sigh, young love.. *gags*

oh yes, and when we were.. 13? we did this project together and he told the teacher i lost it. i ended up in tears in the girls bathroom crying coz i know that he had it. he found it a year or two ago. so it was definitely him.

bodoh sial.

but i guess it is nice that we're still pretty close after all the fights we went through :)

one thing would never ever change though...

is the fact that he still finds joy in bullying me to death.

bastard.

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

bleed over my futon.

2007-07-03T00:50:00.000+08:00

did i mention i accidentally hit my sister in the nose and she bled?

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

first to get married?!

2007-07-03T00:09:00.001+08:00

apparently.. i am going to be the first to get married O_o

and i will apparently never escape 'tiger' and 'susu-tay-lynn'

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

internet reunion

2007-07-02T23:39:00.001+08:00

i fucking love 'old school' conversations where there are bout ~~5-6~~ 10-12 ppl who used to be in the same class reminiscing and all those funny nickames come out. bwahahhaa and how much everyone has changed. i love this and can stay up all night baby, yeaaahhh!

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

bet on it.

2007-07-02T13:34:00.000+08:00

last night was hilarious.. was watching 'click' with my family and my mother was being her usual blur nut.. halfway through, the cd got jammed so we swapped over to..

'eight below'

and.. my mother was so blur that my siblings and i managed to bluff her into thinking that they were the same movie XD

bwahahhaa.. she did catch on eventually after my siblings and i doubled over laughing countless times.

'oh yes, yea, you know adam sandler? yeah, he died and the guy, paul walker, is his son and its a continuation'

BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

anyway, this is for zz's richter.. hope the op goes well and that he gets better soon :)

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

Love dressing up?

2007-07-01T23:58:00.001+08:00

Step into her wardrobe. Party/casual style dresses & tops, size 6 - 12.

-post by zaneta :)

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

the sweetest kid

2007-07-01T22:35:00.000+08:00

"the other day my friend was doing a temp stint at puay chai 2 and she had this bunch of 10 year olds in her class who were like trying to bargain with her and stuff, and basically just made a whole bunch of noise and she couldn't control them. then this 10-year-old eurasian in her class, who happened to be the class monitor told her: "let me handle this. don't worry." - grace

awwwwwwwwww... *glares* arent there any more guys like these around anymore?

xoxo
you know you love me
[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

this happy feeling

2007-07-01T18:05:00.000+08:00

i like this song :) her voice is really nice.. go check her out

*click me*

sigh, i wanna sing and write songs like that..

yes, i am THAT bored

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

birthday boy

2007-07-01T00:18:00.000+08:00

happy birthday isaac!

ur officially old =)

anywayy.. if it was your 18th, i would have bought you condoms (of various sizes and flavours, of course). if it were your 21st, i would have bought you a toy car (not rich enough for a real one.. and if i did.. the car'll be mine ). but since its your __ (i know it, just didnt know if you wanted me to disclose it), i dont know what to get you (and i maintain its your fault that i dont know). meh. dont fall asleep in any more lectures and dont give me that^ look whenever i do.

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

my 100th post this month.

2007-06-30T20:24:00.000+08:00

ugh.

another moronic person.

my profile says, "BUSY"

that means i do not want to hear you say hi to me and ask me how my week has been and if i have any boys/men in my life at the moment.

oh no, that means i need peace. if its really important then just ask me if i am alright to talk. dont 'hello lyn' (yes, she even spelt my name wrong and we were in the same class for two years) me.

meh.

and i got a message from someone (who i think is MJ) telling me he's about to fly off.. take care you butt! i'm gonna miss hanging out with you and the guys at James'. i'm gonna miss the drinks that you make for us and ur cooking!

and yes, you spelt my name wrong as well -_-"

when you come back, can we pleaseeeee do another breakfast thing *hopeful look* the last time you and james cooked was the sex and i loved it and it tasted better than something i can get at a restaurant :)

james.. whaddya say?

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

dont laugh..

2007-06-30T10:57:00.000+08:00

hmmmm.. deep.. beautiful.. slumber..

but then why the hell did i suddenly wake up while it was still dark?!

i flopped (yes, flopped) around groping for my mobile phone (i sleep with it on my bed and can never find it when i wake up) and after a good 2 minute grope (hehheh) i found it and checked the time..

-1 message received-

at. 6.00am.

any normal human (like myself *cough*) would read it and go back to sleep and thats exactly what i did.

i was beginning to fall back into deep, endless slumber when

screeeeeeeeeccccccccccccccchhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! wait... WHAT?!

i picked up my mobile again and reread the message

basically.. "eh.. my birthday is tomorrow- lah"*

WHATTTTT..!?

i fell off the bed in shock yes, literally.

i checked the calender on my mobile and it damn well wasnt the 1st of July.

ugh..

bodoh sial.

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]
*edited for effect ;)

they dont have a clue

2007-06-29T19:55:00.000+08:00

WHAT THE FUCK IS IT WITH PEOPLE?!

'DND' means DO NOT DISTURB, you morons.

and yes, you saying 'hello' and you saying 'brb' and 'i've got to go' ARE CONSIDERED ANNOYING and they are considered DISTURBANCES.

cunt.

another idiot is 'jy' who just doenst get it that i dont want to talk

'miss me?'
'no'
'awwwwhhh.. you miss me, admit it'

i miss the peace now fuck the hell off

idiot.

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

abandonment

2007-06-29T19:19:00.000+08:00

"no one's there.
no one ever was.
no one ever will be.
its always just going to be you.
alone."

wrote this a while ago.. why dont i just listen to myself?

why do i get swayed into believing

there is no hope.

its stupid to want to rely.

knock myself ~~on the head. twice? no, maybe thrice~~ out for being an insolent moron.

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

anything sentimental is fucking mental

2007-06-29T19:00:00.000+08:00

*screams*

nononononononono!! the last 4 episodes of 'fate stay night' has been compressed in the cd and i dont have the appropriate program to open it

ugh!

i guess its a good thing that i dont have to program to open it anyway. it was just about getting romantic.

remind me to stay away from these sort of movies.

WHY IS IT EVEN ANIME HAVE ROMANCE IN IT?!

*fumes*

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

the ghost commeth forward

2007-06-29T17:43:00.000+08:00

i look like a ghost -_-"

yin and i..

look familiar?

how about now?

*
who knew that i'd come across this car again?

*

oh.my.god.

was i that influential (or maybe just rebellious) at camp that even 3 years later i get..

"hey, who are you"
"lynn"
"the one from ___ camp, right?"
"uhuh.. you are..?"
"s___"
"ahhh.."
"you're the one in melbourne.. 19 this year right?"
"O_o"

yes, i am petrified.

watching 'charlie's angels 2' :)

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

mini me

2007-06-29T15:24:00.000+08:00

i feel like my sister's turning into a mini me. we're going out for dinner and she put on eyeliner.

okok, not a mini me seeing that i am not going going to bother to put eyeliner.. i think i look good (enough) with the natural look =)

*runs off to put some eyeliner and mascara*

i guess it wont hurt to take some pictures with my family tonight (even though we're gonna fight like there's no tomorrow)

my blog has been too picture-less.. after i come home.. i think i'll try to do some photography as well. wonder if my sister can help me out..

she said no.

oh well, just another 'no' in life, right?

meh. and now i find out my stupid camera has no battery.

is the world out to get me or something?

was i hitler in my past life?!

i'm hungry. but i have no appetite.

i hope we go out soon though..

i'll force myself to eat something..

i wonder what will happen if i dont eat for 24 hours.. another 4 hours only..

should be interesting.

oh wait, i know what its like to not eat for over 40 hours and survive on only on water

hmm.. i'll do the 40 hour famine this year again. this time, i'm going to push my boundaries even more than usual.

the last time i did the famine, i didnt drink fruit juices, neither did i take the barley sugar. it was just water

gtg

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

it felt so right

2007-06-29T03:59:00.000+08:00

you'll never see me fall apart.

didnt sleep. how do you expect me to?

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

taking away the pain

2007-06-28T23:22:00.000+08:00

i will go to bed by 3am.. i must be in bed by 3am..

*

i was reading a blog post by XxXxXx and.. i dont know.. something in me sort of melted. i dont know if i should blame hormones but i started to cry. i wanted to make things right for her. i wish i had the power to change the situation; perhaps make things better.

it hurts me so much every time someone close to me goes through pain. there is so much pain in the world. so many things.. sometimes i just wish that i could take it all away. maybe suffer for them so that they wont have to. but in the end.. i know its not possible.

i usually dont know what to say to friends. heck, i give the worst advice on the planet (i fell asleep while james was asking for advice; what type of moronic friend does that?!) and with close friends, i tend to dominate conversations with my problems.. my issues arent that bad compared to alot of people.. perhaps i am not strong enough to deal with them on my own and damn my stubbornness..

i am probably the worst friend ever (in relation to the falling asleep thing i'm sorry james..)

xXxXx, i'm sorry i cant do anything to make things better.

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

moody.

2007-06-28T19:25:00.000+08:00

pissed. annoyed. having a headache.

get the picture?

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

reflections.

2007-06-28T15:35:00.000+08:00

'cant touch this' by mc hammer started to play on my computer and my sister ran out and did the charlie's angel thing :D naturally.. i joined in while mum and jun just.. stared. heh.

**

2004

September

25th 2004 :
"A friend is someone we turn to
when our spirits need a lift.
A friend is someone we treasure
for our friendship is a gift.
A friend is someone who fills our lives
with beauty, joy, and grace.
And makes the whole world we live in
a better and happier place.
- Jean Kyler McManus - "

29th :
"..someone strong and is able to protect me. someone who is gentle.."

October

7th :
".. so it came about that from that day on, Love is blind and is always accompanied by Madness."

11th :
errrrmm.. who or what is kind arthur.. *confused look*

16th :
:)

29th :
"jj.. this is for you"
who is jj?!

November

9th :
i am sweating .. i didnt know that i was a 'mummy's girl' then O_o

December

6th :
i sprained.. both ankles?! (i dont remember this!!)

9th :
"cher tout.. je suis senti m'aime juste que blogging tout dans le français si u fera juste doit me supporter. ..today.. je didnt fait beaucoup de.. je suis allé pour la tuition pour 1/2 heure en raison de quelques circonstances de unforseen mais la chose principale qui est si frais dans mon esprit est maintenant mon papa.. je souhaite qu'il a su dur ses mots sont à mon. écrasant mon coeur et mon âme contre un goudrontraîner mes émotions à un endroit où il jamais ne peut jamais être guéri complètement encore"
yes, i blogged in french

13th :
"It’s all the comfort that we need to lift the guilt that we feel every time we want to splurge on the tempting things we see while shopping.Women live longer than men because they shop more. A ten-year study of 3000 elderly people that assessed how physical and mental activities help people live longer and have more productive lives. Shopping keeps older women physically active (bags to lug), challenges the brain (a trip to the shops involves hundreds of choices) and boosts self-esteem (a sense of accomplishment results). Meanwhile Grandpa is on the soda watching television – an activity that fails to challenge in any of these areas. Retailers love such studies, but puzzles and card games might be cheaper ways to keep the brain active, and a walk is as effective as a lap around a mall."
where do i find these things?! *distressed*

and oh my god.. i used icq then!! *embarassed look*

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

stupid god damn onions

2007-06-28T15:19:00.000+08:00

i hate peeling onions!!

because of those MORONS, i am tearing and my eye hurts.

stupid onions!!

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

o0o0ooooh yea

2007-06-28T12:19:00.001+08:00

hacking into the ipod :)

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

ugh. wake me up when september ends

2007-06-28T10:31:00.000+08:00

was having one of the best sleeps of my life when my mom decided to wake me up. her intentions were good but whhhhhhhyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy-eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee?! :(

now here i am yawning my head off, lying on my sister's bed and my eyes are threatening to shut. *sna-yawn-arls*

anyway, james tan amuses me sometimes, i cant believe that james tan didnt know i wore glasses -_-" friend la right?

haha, how immature am i? dictating whether someone's a friend or not based on how much he knows about me and not on how much he's been there for me.

yes, thank you james.

another person i really wanna thank is Zaneta :) i swear, this girl brightens my life.

and it helps that she knows almost everything about me. hell, i think she knows me more than i know me ;)

occasionally we even have some sort of telepathy thing going on.. when i am really, utterly miserable, somehow, i'd get a message from her or somehow, she just logs on out of the blue.

zaneta's my angel :)

ugh.. i want to bury my head into my pillow and just sleep to never ever land.

oo0o0oo0o0o0oh, i'm not that sick anymore.. *satisfied grin*

..BUTIAMSOGODDAMNSLEEPYITSNOTFUNNYANYMORE..!

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

fat haunting

2007-06-27T23:56:00.000+08:00

my fat days came back to bite me in the ass.

spot the fat lynn?

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

movies i want to watch

2007-06-27T22:44:00.001+08:00

yes, outdated, i know. (-.-)

*

*

*

YES I AM A KID

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

2007-06-27T21:38:00.000+08:00

bwahahaha.. playing bejeweled on msn with leonard.. (yes we have no life) before that we were playing tic tac toe (okok, that didnt happen..) and then we were play rock, paper, scissors (I WON numerous times ;) ) and yea.. sigh.. i have no life.

i cant believe this but what happened to me!? i should be out right now painting the town red *frowns at self*

someone said to me today, " "i dont want to be all lovey dovey make-me-gag when i'm in love". i think thats sooo cute ;) but i guess eventually some of us fall.

i cant imagine the day that zaneta and i will be 'settled' (yes, that means no more men who treat us like doormats, right zan?) meh.

tired but i cant sleep. stupid stupid stupid. *throws tantrum*

fuck. leonard beat me at RPS :(

stupid girl bullier!

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

the white boy

2007-06-27T20:59:00.000+08:00

HOLY SHIT.

my cousin finally came out and told her parents she's dating.

bwahahahahahaa

oh yea, and managed to establish that he's a 'white boy' :p

congrats Queenie, i wouldnt have the guts if i had ur parents ;)

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

victory is mine

2007-06-27T20:13:00.001+08:00

i think i persuaded her with "i am not going to sleep tonight" *satisfied look*

unless..

*looks at her out of the corner of my eye*

oh yes, this is the month that i've updated most *pleased smile* !

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

panda eyes arent on purpose

2007-06-27T19:46:00.000+08:00

*loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong string of profanities*

which part of 'i cant sleep' actually registers in that womans mind?

ugh!!! *screams*

"i am going to unplug the internet so that you can sleep"

WHAT THE FUCK?!

hello? i tried that remember? went off line early and i STILL ended up tossing and turning in bed till 5am.

bodohsial.

ngearrrghhh!

the internet GIVES me something to do instead of tossing and turning on the stupid electric blanket (which actually makes me feel like a sausage not getting cooked on the frying pan for some reason)

that woman talks as if i want to be sick to the point of not being able to sleep.

that woman talks as if i am puposely starving myself ~~more than usual anyway~~

UGH!

*annoyed*

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

paper and rubbers

2007-06-27T19:15:00.000+08:00

lynn : "yin..! go study..! dont you have a paper?!" *concerned big sister look*

yin : "yeah.. i have rubbers too" *mischievous tongue sticking look*

i swear.. that girl.. *strangling motion*

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

drink training

2007-06-27T16:09:00.000+08:00

carolyn's mum wants to train her to drink

*snort*

riiight..

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

cute kids who know they're cute

2007-06-27T15:11:00.000+08:00

yin: "ryan.. you're so cute!"
ryan: "yes, i know" *cutesy face*

ARGH! where do 6-7 year olds learn these things?!

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

mac vs pc

2007-06-27T13:18:00.000+08:00

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

james is BORED

2007-06-27T01:04:00.000+08:00

james MUST be bored... he created the LASbians fan club.

hahahaha

*click here*

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

alice cheng's birthday..

2007-06-26T21:09:00.000+08:00

29TH JUNE
LAVISH
800 BOURKE ST
VICTORIA HARBOUR

FREE ENTRY FOR GIRLS BEFORE 12
$8 ENTRY FOR BOYS BEFORE 10.30
AFTER: GUESTLIST PRICE - $16

should i go?

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

2007-06-26T18:02:00.000+08:00

Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

we all fall..

2007-06-26T15:40:00.000+08:00

dont judge me about how hard i fall, but on how hard i try to stand again.

*
thank you james :)

i love sunflowers.. when i was 10-11 years old i grew sunflowers in the garden at the front of my house. i remember being this little kid.. carefree.. in the small garden with my pet rabbit just running (and hopping?) between the few sunflowers i tended. thank you james. you reminded me of hope.

**
pon and zi makes me wanna just squeal like a little girl and scream, "i want..!!"

come on.. they're adorable!!
*
HE'S GONE AND DONE IT!!!! O_o

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

weirdest message..

2007-06-25T22:46:00.000+08:00

xxxx : "hello voluptuous lynn. how are you today"

(my msn clearly stated i was out grocery shopping)

WHERE DO I MEET THESE PEOPLE?!

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

there's such a word?!

2007-06-25T19:35:00.000+08:00

zenzizenzizenzic:

a number raised to the power of eight

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

bosannnn!!

2007-06-25T18:15:00.001+08:00

PRESENT PERFUME
- Ralph Lauren Cool

PRESENT SHAMPOO
-Herbal Essence :)

PRESENT FAVORITE SONG
- i cant get 'call on me' by eric prynz and 'when the stars go blue' by bethany joy lenz and tyler hilton

LAST FOOD U ATE
- a piece of chicken tika

LAST SONG U SANG?
- 'when the stars go blue' by bethany joy lenz and tyler hilton

LAST GIFT U RECEIVED?
- some chocolates..

LAST GAME U ENJOYED PLAYING
- guilty pleasure = mario karts

LAST TIME U HAD UR HAIRCUT
- friday last week :)

LAST ALCOHOLIC DRINK U DRANK
- vodka

PRESENT PET
- none..

BOOK YOU READ
- 'Redeeming Love' - francine rivers

LAST BIRTHDAY ATTENDED
- see ann's

LAST GIMIK/ OUTING?
- saturday.. or did that last min grocery shopping with richie count?

LAST THING U DO BEFORE U GO TO SLEEP
- read msges in my mobile phone.. hug teddy.

LAST THING U BOUGHT
- crunchie *guilty pleasure*

LAST MALL U VISITED
- does melbourne central count? -_-"

LAST MOVIE U WATCHED
- 'Death Note' :p

LAST TIME U CRIED
- early saturday morning.

PRESENT PERSON U HATE
- i dont hate anyone..

LAST PERSON U TEXTED
- i dont have credit on my phone..

LAST PERSON U TALKED TO?
- anisha

PRESENT CRUSH
- haha.

LAST PERSON YOU HAVE BEEN WITH?
- ..

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

fatty fat fat

2007-06-25T17:56:00.000+08:00

bloated. and all i had was mostly water. maybe its good to eat a little spicy food.. then GORGE on water.

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

those arent boobs.. they're LIES

2007-06-25T16:12:00.001+08:00

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

call on me

2007-06-25T15:10:00.000+08:00

kids under 18.. NO WATCHING (not that anyone here is under 18 anyway.. ;) )

yes, its an old song.. and yes, its stuck in my head. meh

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

reunion

2007-06-25T14:05:00.000+08:00

the first year reunion for PLC class of 'o6 is coming up..

.. i haven't accomplished anything..

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

change the outside.. change the inside..

2007-06-25T13:49:00.000+08:00

thanks fly..

carefree..

wear more dresses.. change me on the outside..

.. maybe that will change me on the inside as well.

smile more..

it wont kill you.

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

neither way.

2007-06-25T03:04:00.000+08:00

too hungry to sleep. too drained to eat.

does two packet of starbursts count as a meal? coz that would have been the only things i've had for the past.. 33 hours

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

judge and crucify.

2007-06-25T02:31:00.000+08:00

sometimes its so easy to judge another.

how sure are we that we wont do the same thing if we were in that other person's position?

not just in the other person's position at that point of time.. not just for that particular moment.

try being in that person's shoes, bearing everything that has ever happened in their life leading up to that moment.

things arent always in black and white.

alot of it is grey.

whats right and whats wrong isnt always so clear

and sometimes, thats all it takes.

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

cold hearted self centred bitch.

2007-06-24T21:14:00.000+08:00

.. and apparently.. i dont either.

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

the face-fucking-book

2007-06-24T19:51:00.000+08:00

agonizing scream : "fuck facebook..! i am kinda .. warrghhhhhh"

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

the grey area.

2007-06-24T16:41:00.000+08:00

this is how my mother eats kiwi..

and she wants to kill me now for putting this online..

picture from friday night. yes, james, that wasnt a girl. it was ISAAC!
picture that i found on deviantart :)
camwhoreeeeee

from one tree hill

*

i lay awake in bed till 5am.. and woke up at 5pm! hahaha, i remember my siblings coming in at about 2pm screeching "wake up!! do you know its two in the afternoon?!" and me smiling with satisfaction curling like a prawn under my blanket.

ahhhh, bliss. i feel all warm fuzzy all over knowing that they will have to wake up early tomorrow when all i gotta do is.. whatcha know.. nothing (except for my "give my little butterfly kisses" list although i dont think i'll be getting a job..)

i've got heaps that i want to do but all i seem to be doing is sleep (not that that is a bad thing..i need it). meh..

oh yea, i finally made a bloody facebook thing.

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

i miss you.

2007-06-23T20:27:00.000+08:00

still think that maths doesnt make sense?

just some picture i found while ago on carolyn's friendster 'private photos' page.

Thursday night:

go over to UC. distract Jeff and Ashley. Before drinking's product:

Drank. crashed until

Friday:

dinner. go out to buy drinks. drink. crashed.

Saturday:

woke up to a call from Zaneta. :) went out to the city with meels, jeff and isaac. back to uc. pack. out. dinner. home.

i plan to:

watch movies until my eyes pop out. hug my teddy bear to sleep

crash to catch up on sleep. i need alot of sleep.

i miss the people.

i promise a long update when i am more awake. and not so.. moody.

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

i need a man who isnt going to be the centre of my life but a part of it

2007-06-21T15:09:00.000+08:00

i spent the morning crying.

and it makes me upset/ annoyed that even tho i walked past my mother a couple of times, she didnt even notice.

great family i have, dont it?

it makes me not know what to say.

sometimes on rare occasions, mum asks me why i dont tell her things.

she could damn well see if she opened her eyes.

well, at least this time it was over something relatively trivial (the crying, i mean)

i was crying because my darling lent me 'Redeeming Love' by Francine Rivers.

as i started to read, i knew it seemed a little familiar but i wasnt sure, maybe it was coz i have read alot of books by Francine Rivers.. then i realized that i have read it before, it just had a different cover to it.

anyway, being the stubborn, forgetful numskull that i am.. i continued reading it anyway. the end result was me in tears, curled up under the blanket (with the electric blanket on and afraid that i would kill myself), with Teddy.

i was just.. in one word.. amusing.

but i guess there was this one part of the novel that i really liked..

".. i dont want to be the centre of your life, i want to be a part of it.."

and.. i know thats what i need. i guess thats what zaneta and i need; a man who wants to be a part of our lives. not just around for the fun bits but for the tears and pain as well.

ps. glad you like reading the letters zanie (i know you hate me calling you that..), i miss reading from you as well :) and i'm glad that my letters have an effect and that you can relate to what i say. i miss you to bits and i love you.

anyway, might head over to UC tonight and stay there till Saturday.. i need to get out of the house.

last night my little brother was giving my mother and i attitude and you know when my mum threatens to slap him for being rude, non-nonsensical, whatever, and it never happens so he just keeps on misbehaving and screaming and shit? well, i couldnt stand him anymore and i slapped him.

he was so surprised that someone actually hit him. you know when someone is given everything, spoilt beyond reason even tho he's an (un) royal pain in the ass , he still gets treated like a little king? well, lets just say that he's never really been slapped before. never really been punished before and shows off about it. hello? a little kid saying "you lay a finger on me and daddy will kick you out of the house" and "daddy listens to me, not you" is just a little *strangling motion*

anyway, he has decided he wants to stab me with his leather-man.

and yea, apparently, i have a hot ass.. but not in the way you think. i'm sitting on the couch in the hall and mum 's lying down. obviously, her feet's a little cold and she keeps trying to put her feet under my butt.

lets see how many times i can tell her to get her foot from under my ass.

anyway, another good book by Francine Rivers is "the lineage of grace" :)

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

the unthinkable.

2007-06-20T16:57:00.000+08:00

i am free, bitches!

..and..

i chopped it.

dont worry, there were alotttt more hair. this was just the fringe :D

the end result :

okok, ashley thinks its not that unthinkable.. but hey, let me delude myself in my little bubble. i havent had hair this short since... since.. the dinosaur days.

come on..! dont you think its a refreshing change from my last 'do? the long, limp, 'sadako' thing? be nice to me.
**

something cute i spotted on the way over to UC..
something cute i spotted IN uc. in amelia's room..
its a cooler!! so cuteeeee..! i want i want!

you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

addition.

2007-06-19T15:42:00.000+08:00

addition to waht i wanna do after the paper

get my license

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

PG 13?!

2007-06-18T16:17:00.000+08:00

Your Mind is PG-13 Rated

Your mind is definitely a little dirty. You're naughty, but not trashy.
You don't shy away from a dirty joke, and you're clearly not a prude.

Do You Have a Dirty Mind?

bwahahhahahahahahahhahahahhahahahhahahahahahah

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

things to do after the exams..

2007-06-18T15:37:00.001+08:00

watch movie after movie after movie
get a job
burn my books
do the unthinkable (even if i am a little bit unsure about it now..)
shop for clothes. when i say this its actually more of the lines of 'i am going to bully my mother into buying me aloooott more clothes
write a couple of letters
take a couple of photographs
meet up with people
exercise (cough cough.. riiighttttt)
stay clear of crunchies and chocolate *guiltily eyes the empty packet of chocolate*
clean up my room
rub in the fact that i dont have any classes or anything else till August while my sister and brother have school
collect the money someone owes me so that i can
pay my debts

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

psttt..

2007-06-18T13:41:00.000+08:00

if my student seat number for my maths paper contains the numbers 69, think its a lucky sign?

meh. they dont have my favourite numbers in there :(

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

the joke that you laid on the bed was me.

2007-06-18T13:26:00.000+08:00

ps. the topic isnt relevant to me. its just something i found from irene's blog :)

arghhhhh.. *sneeze*

i think i shouldnt sleep wearing minimal clothes in the middle of winter.

the irony. back in KL (when i was living there anyway), i used to switch the air condition on all the time and my room was, as my mother would put it, like an igloo. hell, it didnt stop me from parading around the house in tiny shorts and mid-rift baring tops because of "the hot weather".

now amidst the chilling winds of winter, there's always an idiot parading around in shorts when the heater isnt on. that idiot being me.

i find it really nice to be able to just prance around ~~like an idiot~~ in the house in 'whatever'.

its completely different to the me outside the house. outside, i like to "cover up".

especially in malaysia. i hate it how 'dirty old men' stare and perve.

so i hardly ever wear sleeveless or shorts back in kl either (even when it is searing hot)

what the fuck is there to stare and perve when a girl is wearing JEANS and a shirt right?

but apparently, there still is. at least i know that i am dressed down and feel safer when i am "covered".

is that why i always wear kinky underwear?

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

i need to buy more bras.

2007-06-18T13:08:00.000+08:00

wohooo!!! i am so glad i ~~tried to do~~ did a past year paper last night..

because i found out that i can bring a cheat sheet into the exam

thats right bitches. i get to bring a CHEAT SHEET in.

read it and weep.

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

funny. not.

2007-06-17T16:42:00.000+08:00

the best part about sleeping on an electric blanket is that ur afraid that you might drool and kill yourself in your sleep.

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

just a little reminder

2007-06-17T16:08:00.000+08:00

just a little reminder that time is running out.

dont wait for what you want to come to you.

go to it.

~~and a reminder to me that the ED&DA paper is coming closer.~~

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

oh crunchie me.

2007-06-17T16:06:00.000+08:00

i;ve had 5 crunchies today. bwahahaha. its all going to my ASS. hahaha

oh god. i think i am high.

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

2007-06-17T16:02:00.000+08:00

yin, "i'm scared of you la 'ah dai', i dont want you to pull my teeth out"

oh darling, you might just get a visit from the tooth devil tonight..

bwahahhaa

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

anal categorization

2007-06-17T15:17:00.000+08:00

i think i really gotta reorganize my contacts on msn. i have waaaay too many categories. hehheh..

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

surprize surprize..

2007-06-17T14:36:00.001+08:00

i think that i am going to do the unthinkable after my 'experimental design and data analysis' exam.

stay tuned.

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

little tiny shorts.

2007-06-17T13:12:00.000+08:00

okok, i guess i owe you guys a little bit of an update...

starting from friday:

i actually stayed up till 5.00am studying some maths (although nothing much went in) and ended up waking up at about 1.00pm by my mother who gave me 5 minutes to get ready coz she wanted to take me out shopping. anyway.. shopping wasnt exactly productive but i did manage to bully her into getting herself a black cardigan (which is now in my room which i wore later on that night)

picked my siblings up from school and i came home to help my mom cut some vegetables for dinner (peel onions.. cut potatoes, or rather, skin them) then rushed out for 'oceans 13'. arrived only to have james greet me with the (possibly worst) pickup line : "would you like to feel my baalllllllllllllls of steeel?" yes, rather distressing.

sat by at MB for a while ~~getting my ears blistered~~ listening to more pickup lines and old english "good manners". i tried to tell james to shutup with it but it wouldnt come out properly.. so i shall say it here

"dear sir james, canst thou please SHUTTUP with thy so called wondrous knee weakening english and enjoy thy exquisite strawberries"

anyway, we did finally make it to the movies :D

i sat between jeff and victor. ashley sat next to jeff on the other side (so it was very easy to make sure that she wouldnt get any pop corn :p ) isaac, amelia, laura and james were sitting in front.

the highlight of the movie was when, out of the corner of my eye, i see isaac pick up the whole packet of chips to empty it into his mouth. i had to divert my attention or i might have just burst out laughing.

anyway, after that i headed back home. it was so god damn foggy it wasnt funny. i was so afraid that someone might pounce out from behind somewhere and attack me.

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

more to it

2007-06-16T18:58:00.000+08:00

the thing with love at first sight is that there's more to it than what meets the eye

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

a novel perhaps?

2007-06-16T17:31:00.000+08:00

zaneta finally received my letters!! 20+ pages of reading material for her. bwahahhahahaaha

happy reading zaneta :)

yes, i like using cute writing paper ;)

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

i'm cold. but my bathrobe is comfortable.

2007-06-16T16:38:00.000+08:00

underwear shopping..!! XD no bras.. just cute underwears with cute phrases :)

yin got one that i wanted.. might take pictures of them later but for now..

i am starving..! all i've had today is an apple and ~~four~~ three 'crunchie' s. those things are my krytonite (along with guys with nice abs ( but that is overrated ) .. what is REALLY much more important is a guy who is, no, the answer isnt 'well endowed'.. but as if i am gonna tell you all what my weakness is )

anyway, yeap, zz, i know where that is :) [i just got the msg]

and james, i was actually sleeping when you messaged me. so i was up to some kinky dreams (i wish)

guys, *whiny voice* i cant believe that james is going back tomorrow :( sighh, james..! i miss you already *pathetic puppy dog face*

zaneta: what kinda music are you looking for?

try :

'coma black' - marilyn manson
'disposable teens' - marilyn manson (i dont think you'd really like this song..)
'candy man' - christina aguilera
'aint no other man' - christina aguilera
'fighter'
'beautiful'
'voice within'
'dirrty' - all by christina aguilera
'stars' - switchfoot
'you know that i'm no good' - amy winehouse
'rehad' - amy winehouse
'i heard love is blind' - amy winehouse
'take control' -amerie
'big girls dont cry' - fergie
'come to me' - p diddy ft nicole sherzinger
'when the stars turn blue' - bethany joy lenz
'glamorous' - fergie
'read my mind' - the killers
'look after you' - the fray
'valentine's day' - linking park
'if i was the one' - ruff endz
'collapse' - sparta
'smile' - lily allen
'dare you to move'
'far away'

just some songs off the top of my head :)

*

i swear guys, having no mobile phone credit can be shit.. but then why havent i uploaded credit for the past 3 weeks? to resist temptation i tell you!! with no credit i cant call people to go out *evil laugh*

oh god, i'm high, kill me now.

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

on the way home *updated

2007-06-15T22:22:00.000+08:00

tonight while walking home i was faced with something really beautiful..

the front of my house (well, just outside anyway) seemed so.. magical.

kinda of like an enchanted forest. i just had to sit down and just look .

ps. i miss the beach.

oh yea, went for a movie with amelia, laura, ashley, james, isaac, jeff and victor.

i want to eat burger king.

i just attacked the ice cream.

i am hungry.

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

dreams

2007-06-15T00:35:00.000+08:00

‘The best way to make your dreams come true is to wake up.’

Paul Valery

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

i try.

2007-06-15T00:05:00.000+08:00

lynn spends more time downloading stuff than studying

true or false?

psstt, only an idiot would pick false.

on chapter 3 for the past 5 hours.

c'mon!! finish up till chapter 6 then you only have to study 4 more chapters !!

*

Do you have the following in your
bedroom:

[x] Condoms

[x] Cell phone

[x] Chair/stool

[x] Book shelf

[x] Dresser

[x] Computer

[x] Pictures

[x] Mirror

[ ] Skateboard

[x] Bed

[x] Clothes on the floor

[ ] Surfboard

[ ] Smoke detector

[ ] Piano/keyboard/Guitar/bass/drums/other

[x] Locking door

[x] Bottle of water

[ ] Blacklight

[x] Medals/ribbons/trophies

[x] CDs

[ ] Flag

[ ]Stop sign/any sign

[ ] Real gun

[ ]Cigarettes

[ ] Pot

[ ] Any drug

[x] Alcohol

[x] Books

[ ] Xbox 360

[ ] Gamecube

[ ] Stereo

[ ] Television

[ ] Lighter

[ ] Gum

[ ] couch/beanbag

how many windows do you have in ur room?
one miserable one for the vampire

What is the color of ur walls?
white

Do you share your room?
no

Do you get ready for the day in your room or the bathroom?
bedroom..!

What color are your bed sheets?
blue

What's on your walls?
pictures

Has the opposite sex been in your room before?
too many :p *thinks open house when JAMES, ASHLEY AND MJ DEFILED MY TEDDY BEAR* and then there's the case of my brother (everyday)

Has the opposite sex ever been on your bed?
yea. mj, james, isaac, and my brother.

Has the opposite sex slept on your bed?
sleep, sleep?

Have you had sex in your room?
private life :)

Who usually sleeps in your bed other than you?
heck, its so cold i havent been sleeping in my own room -_-

Do you like your bedroom?
yea.. aside the coldness.. but i JUST got an electric blanket

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

it tastes boardy.

2007-06-14T19:56:00.000+08:00

"mum..! cardboard doesnt taste very nice" - yin.

yes, she can be such a moron.

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

i'll cut holes in the umbrella

2007-06-14T17:29:00.000+08:00

ok, under normal conditions i think that umbrella by JZ and Rihana is a little weird (but a little addictive) until i heard the remix of Umbrella featuring lil' mama

yea, you heard right.

click here

just bear in mind that when you first enter you'll hear the disastrous Girlfriend remix that she did. scroll down. then listen to her version of Umbrella.

yes, there's still the gay 'ella.. ella.. ella.. eyy.. eyy..' bits but i think its a better version than the original.

then dont forget to bitch here.

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

friendships arent built on shaky ground.

2007-06-14T14:15:00.000+08:00

"when things are getting shaky

when everything is unclear

you know that you can

lean on me"

you know you can lean on us.

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

drugs like me.

2007-06-13T22:06:00.000+08:00

cant. get. out. of. head.

god damnit.

was talking to fly just now and she came to the conclusion (although in different words, i'm sure) that we're doing a swap of musical tastes even though she never really liked marilyn manson. *shrugs*

she's starting to listen to jazz and slow music and i am taking more interest in, well, marilyn manson.

yes, i know, its a little odd for a rnb chick like me but i guess i started to listen to him a while ago, rarely i'll admit but i guess Simon Cropper (yes, my psychology lecturer) made me get interested in marilyn manson.

dont be square.

dont freak out screaming "oh my god" like a bitch.

do some background reading.

how he perceives the world is interesting.

i'd like to pick his brain over a couple of absinthe shots.

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

i dont get it.

2007-06-13T17:11:00.000+08:00

amber chia?

alrighty.. i didnt even know who she was until last year when i watched possessed with my, now ex, boyfriend and carolyn. i dont remember much of the movie (yes, its sucked that badly. we all know how well i usually remember movies).

the most memorable part of the movie was at the beginning when carolyn dug her ~~nails~~ claws into my arm and i was wincing in pain (she didnt even realize that it hurt and that tears were springing to my eyes) and wouldnt let go until the X grabbed her paw to make her release me. i sported claw marks for a week.

anywayyy, i still dont get whats so great about amber chia.

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

and the bitch bites back.

2007-06-13T15:42:00.000+08:00

psych is overrrr!!

one more to go.. god damn 'experimental design and data analysis'. its a bitch and a half. not that its hard.. i'm just lazy. let me rephrase..i am very lazy X)

just got back and i am in my living room with a tub of ice cream (the tub of double chocolate that cn left behind from saturday). i cringe at the thought of eating chocolate ice cream but i wanted to eat something cold and that was the only type of ice cream in the fridge.

i am feeling so positively brain dead its not funny anymore.

i got out of the house for the stupid psychology paper. got out at 11.00am and waited in the cold for zz and cn.

realized zz came out earlier and didnt know whether cn left already or not (her bodoh phone cant receive calls or msges. neither can she call out or msg so zz and i went to bug james.

lunch.

walking around.

back to uc to visit ash. jeff came to ash's room.

hang out for a while.

ash went ~~for a stroll~~ jogging.

travelled back home. didnt want to wait for a train that stopped at mont albert so i took a train that stopped a couple of stations away and walked home.

home at 6.oopm.

*flops dead on cough, snoring*

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

ISAAC HAN !!!

2007-06-12T20:57:00.000+08:00

bodohsial

i just had a mild panic attack for isaac.

stupidness. i thought he might haf forgotten something about psych and seeing that i am lazy to get my arse off my chair to the phone (my mobile has no credit) i msges fly who was online to ask him.

few seconds later...

"... dun panic on me.. I'm trying to sleep here.."

(what!! sleeping at 11pm!! *lynn's face turns red to resemble tomatoes)

i am still studying!!

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n x u r e x i a p r o d u c t i o n s ]

the past.

the doctor said that you'll be normal in no time

its orange~

i know its out there somewhere

i toss and turn because..

skin up against mine

you look really healthy but you're dying inside

*strangled scream*

hugs from zaneta =)

its that you absolutely refuse to fail.

my heart. my mind.

oh my god..

naive with my heart

PASSing through~

potter boy

it breaks his heart; and therefore, it breaks mine

four in the morning..

its about time

sisters who camwhore together.. stick together

thank you james :)

stairway to heaven

running naked

the past.

bleed over my futon.

first to get married?!

internet reunion

bet on it.

Love dressing up?

the sweetest kid

this happy feeling

birthday boy

my 100th post this month.

dont laugh..

they dont have a clue

abandonment

anything sentimental is fucking mental

the ghost commeth forward

mini me

it felt so right

taking away the pain

moody.

reflections.

stupid god damn onions

o0o0ooooh yea

ugh. wake me up when september ends

fat haunting

movies i want to watch

the white boy

victory is mine

panda eyes arent on purpose

paper and rubbers

drink training

cute kids who know they're cute

mac vs pc

james is BORED

alice cheng's birthday..

we all fall..

weirdest message..

there's such a word?!

bosannnn!!

fatty fat fat

those arent boobs.. they're LIES

call on me

reunion

change the outside.. change the inside..

neither way.

judge and crucify.

cold hearted self centred bitch.

the face-fucking-book

the grey area.

i miss you.

i need a man who isnt going to be the centre of my life but a part of it

the unthinkable.

addition.

PG 13?!

things to do after the exams..

psttt..

the joke that you laid on the bed was me.

i need to buy more bras.

funny. not.

strangled scream